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Bringing TRUTH and SANCTITY Back to OUR 12 Step "CURE" with 

Our OBJECTIVE;  of Easing the struggle in 'Overcoming' addictions, anxiety, depression, or ANY emotional/mental disorder

What does Our Mission Statement mean?  

Historical Facts:  The 12 Steps were Originally designed to 'Come To'...KNOW and EXPERIENCE a Higher Plane of Existence, Self-Actualize/Realize, AWAKEN via Conscious Practice of Spiritual Principles.  Simply put, it was designed to Come Up out of the 'lower self' to Realize a persons True Capabilities, Transformed of a renewed mind thus a New Found Freedom where one appreciates their Awakened State, Infinitely Surpassing the temporary sensations of..."the Chemicals Between US".

'The CURE for Alcoholism' was the Original Title of the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous.  John D. Rockefeller's $5,000.00 for publishing brought his 'friends' Control as the General Service Board. 

Today,  WE have the running Con-Game of the Rehab Industry of Rockefeller medicine.  Check out how the 'Rehab Industry' began to take shape with the You Tube video of 'Duffy on Sponsorship', conveniently after the last Founder of A. A. past in '71.  The 'propaganda' of a 'Sponsorship' pamphlet came out in 1974 pushing 'sponsorship' upon the newcomer.  

I'm not saying all 'sponsors' are bad, but if there are good ones and bad ones doesn't that nullify the whole concept and break the Tradition of UNITY?  All I want is to have the individual Realize their True God given potential and Live their Own LIFE with Infinite Possibilities.  'Sponsorship' allows a Wide gate open for those who wish to do psychological, emotional, mental, spiritual thus physical harm. The 'Group Conscience of the 12 Steps have simply been 'Turned and Twisted' into the Opposite of its True Intent, accomplished via 'Power of Suggestion' - the ONLY power evil has. 

For those 'Open and Willing' to Have a Greater Understanding, I Share the KNOWLEDGE I've acquired over the past five plus years of MY OWN Research, Study, Participation, and Observation (of Atrocities!!) in these 12 Step environments.  Let me put it this way, They have been turned into 'Anti-Self Realization'.  

The crux of the Problem?  The False ideology of 'Sponsorship' where the Cult of Personalities come Before Principles.  This 'practice' not only inhibits one from 'overcoming their addictions, but actually is the CAUSE of Great Harm with the EFFECT of 'Acute Anxiety', 'Deep Depression', 'Confusion', and MUCH, MUCH WORSE. 

This malpractice of 'Sponsorship/Peer to Peer Support Recovery' is widely accepted as the deep vested 'status quo' without question.   This malpractice continues to Brainwash people into "Doing as they're told", to NOT THINK for themselves, thus weakening people and society itself.

What We have is 'Intellectually Disabled' people guiding one another within 12 Step Communities i.e. 'Treatment',  'Sober Living'.

FACT;  This Malpractice is inherently AGAINST FEDERAL LAW under the 'Americans with Disabilities Act' which is supposed to PROTECT the 'Disabled' from Mental and Emotional Abuse.

The Veil Is being Lifted For US All to 'AWAKEN' to the TRUTH in  Uncovering that which has been Hidden.  The TRUTH, The WAY, and LIFE Is to 'BE'....Found from Within as WE ALL Walk along Spiritual Lines as Our GUIDE to Progress.  

I Hope, Pray, and Encourage US ALL to Uplift, Encourage, and EMPOWER one another with KNOWLEDGE thereby, "We Won';t Get Fooled Again"!!  

Wanna GO to Practice? Allow me to Share HOW.

"This IS (Y)OUR TIME 'To 'BE' 


Bringing Truth and Sanctity Back to OUR 12 Step "Cure"

(Y)OUR Next Video Shows HOW 'The "CURE" is brought about from Within Oneself.

For Anyone Wanting a Greater Understanding of HOW Practicing Principles within the 12 Steps enable one to LIVE...'AT-EASE'.

(Y)OUR Following Videos are FOR US to Share, Uplift, Encourage, Empower Others 'To BE' True - LOVE ONE ANOTHER.

(archives go back to May, 2015 - John Kiehl Engine Room on Facebook).

March 16, 2020 - Can YOU 'SEE' Clearly?

"Nobody or nothings ever getting in your way...

Today NOW YOU're at the Wheel, I'll ask How does it Feel? ...Heaven's Gates, they ain't so far away.

When your halo slips for good, you'll have to wear your hood

All you losers, all abusers wasting all my precious energy..Those not coming in for free well they they gotta pay, ah....

Remember where you came from ...They said that Heaven holds a place for all of those who pray

And if you don't believe in my dream then you don't care anyway



WORD UP? For Today, March 16, 2020 -



a part of the body resembling or likened to a crown...rarefied gaseous... circle of light seen around as a crown shaped pearly glow.

The 'Corona' IS OUR HALO WE Have innate in Our 'Being' 'IN' and OF Higher Consciousness, 'IN' 'BEING' Spiritually AWAKE and AWARE of Our Higher 'Selves'. We've been 'Turned 'ON' 'IN' 'Self-Actualization/Realization'...having in Fact "Been Rocketed 'INTU' the Fourth Dimension and Beyond, Going Where No Man Has Gone Before...BeCause It's OUR OWN LIFE FOREVER LONG EXPERIENCE.

It's Sad to 'SEE' the Masses with the 'Virus' Who Cannot 'SEE' for "they know Not if it's dark outside or Light"(E.J.) to 'Come to' KNOW the Infinite LOVE of the Higher Frequencies Coming Down, enveloping US 'IN' Christ Consciousness for they have lost their Halo only to wear their Hood in Fear.

'WORD UP'!? For US ALL Today Sunday, March 14, 2020 - 'SEE' 'IN' With New Glasses.  


JUST LISTEN to the 'WORD's'!!!

Addressed To the 'Homeless', 'Poor in Spirit', the 'Tread Upon', the 'Wronged' of 'INJUSTICES', those who have been 'Trespassed', the ones who have been 'put down', 'bullied' by the Predators of this World.....The BEHAVIORISTS of Our 'Conditioning'. Please, Let's "Step 'ON' 'IN' To Find what 'Condition Our Condition Is In"!!

It IS OUR TIME!!! It IS OUR OPPORTUNITY to 'Come Together' as ONE, To FIGHT with HEART in Overcoming this ILLUSION of the 'ways of this world' wants us... CONTROLLED, ENSLAVED in Thinking We are 'defects' or have some mental 'dis-ease'. MUCH OF THIS is 'Psycho-Babble'. It is FALSE!!! There IS NOTHING WRONG with US!!! "Only Ourselves Can Free Our Minds of Mental Slavery"!! - Bob Marley

The 'Power of Suggestion' is Very Powerful.  It can manipulate people in doing about anything without critical THOUGHT.  The ONLY Power Evil of Our 'Adversary' has is 'Suggestion'...To make US Weak, Divided, and somehow different from one another. WE ARE the HUMAN RACE.

The TRUTH IS, "The Meek Shall Inherit The Earth"; YOU and I Who Have put up with NONSENSE Long ENOUGH!!!  It is Our Time to Rise Up!

The TRUTH HAS BEEN HIDDEN from US Realizing our innate 'BEING' OF TRUE POWER IN KNOWLEDGE, UNITY, and LOVE. Think, KNOW OUR TIME HAS COME as Foretold in the Song, 'Aquarius' bu the Fifth Dimension.

WE CAN, With a Concerted EFFORT, REALIZE ANARCHY - NO Rulers or MASTERS thus NO SLAVES. This 'Wicked Witch of the West' of today's, 'Rehab Industry, of Treatment Centers and 'Sober Living Homes' of 12 Step MAL-PRACTICES, Big Pharma, and Behavioral Mental Health', are the Institutions which have Hidden, Veiled, Covered the TRUTH' to have US 'ASLEEP'.

I AM Telling YOU TRUE!! When WE Realize How We have been Fooled and Tricked by the 'Powers that be' for you not 'TO BE', WE CAN 'TAKE BACK WHAT IS Rightfully OURS, what has been all but Lost...OUR 'Way in 'Overcoming' in the 12 Step CURE as it was 'In the Beginning of it's True Intent and Focus in 'Overcoming' in Knowing the TRUTH which SETS US FREE.

NOTE!! I'm not against 'drugs and alcohol per say. What I AM Against is these 'SCHMUCKS' in 12 Step environments Who have No Power and want to steal from the Innocent, Unknowing, trusting, those who Want to be better, to know a better way, only to be 'Played'! Tricked', 'Taught Wrong from malevolent people in these 12 Step Environments where CRUX of the Problem is the accepted False Ideology of 'Sponsorship', and 'Peer-to-Peer Support Recovery' 'suggested' and sold like a used car. It's STUPID, just as they want us to be.

I invite YOU to Take a STAND FOR WHAT IS RIGHT For Your Self and Your Brothers and Sisters, Your Family, your Neighborhoods, and YOUR COMMUNITY in Making it a STRONG Place 'In TRUE GRIT to Flourish and LIVE!!

All I Ask is, "PLEASE!! Have HOPE, FAITH.  Let's 'COME TOGETHER OVER YOU'! Let's STAND 'IN' UNITY to 'SEE' & 'HEAR' HOW WE CAN ALL BE RICH not ONLY in SPIRIT, but as We 'GIVE, WE WILL RECEIVE UNTOLD Monetary Riches from New Humanitarian Efforts Coming.

I AM simply Sharing Knowledge which I've acquired these past five years TO KNOW!! " We are the Masters of Our Own Destiny, We are the Captains of Our Own Ship, "WE ARE in FACT, The PRIESTS OF OUR TEMPLES OF Syrinx" - In Administering Our VOICE!

Keep Posted on Upcoming MUSIC/VIDEO Events where, "WE GOTTA FIGHT FOR OUR RIGHTS...To BE FREE."


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(Y)OUR Daily 'WORD UP?'  March 10, 2020

Question to Ask Our 'Selves', "WHY ARE WE ALIVE?", FOREVER After ALL, "It's ALL FOR YOU".

"Remember I'm still Here FOR YOU

I don't wanna say goodbye

When I do, You'll Be ALL RIGHT

After all, I DID IT ALL FOR YOU....

TRUTH IS I DON'T wanna die an ordinary man..

I've seen tears and I've seen smiles

Just remember that it's all for you

Don't forget me as the colors fade"

WE LOVE YOU OZZY FOR YOU Sharing YOUR SPIRIT of TRUTH, STRENGTH, and HOPE Within YOU. THANK YOU For 'BEING' Responsible For US 'To 'SEE'. THANK YOU For 'STANDING UP', Helping US to KNOW of the 'Injustices' in this world. Thank You for Sharing Your LIFE stories of Our 'brokenness of frailties, of Your Strength to Endure, to 'OverCome', 'To Bear With One Another', In Giving US HOPE WE CAN LIVE above the constraints of 'laws of man'. Thank You OZZY.

"When I find myself in times of trouble

Mother Mary Comes to me

Speaking WORDs of WISDOM, LET IT BE" - Beatles

'WORD UP?' For Today;

MANNA - 1. Spiritual Nourishment 2.. a usually sudden and unexpected SOURCE of pleasure or gain.

WE CAN 'SEE' CLEARLY HOW 'KNOWING and Consciously Practicing Spiritual Principles in ALL OUR Affairs Bring US 'FULL- FILL-MENT' of OUR Mind, Body, and Soul in 'Recovering' what HAD been, all but lost, of....OUR TRUE NATURE CHILD 'IN' 'BEING' "To Thine Own Self 'BE' TRUE".

It's Not Visible! The Answer, the Key, the Lock, the Truth isn't 'Realized' from 'outside resources'. It's an 'Awakening' in 'Epiphanies' as "More IS REVEALED". It's Spiritual. It's the 'Kingdom of God Found from Within' as 'WE ARE What WE EAT'.

'Eat', 'BE', 'Think & Grow Rich in Abundance', 'BUILD' (Y)OUR 'HOUSEs of (Y)OUR 'SELVES' of GOOD MORAL INVENTORY in (Y)OUR OWN Spiritual Development in Consciously Practicing Spiritual Principles as (Y)OUR GUIDE LINE in (Y)OUR 'WORK 'IN' PROGRESS Toward (Y)OUR OWN Spiritual Development.

I HOPE and PRAY This Makes it EASY to Understand HOW We 'GAIN' 'A GREATER UNDERSTANDING' and "the WISDOM to KNOW the difference" of What the 'EASE' of TRUTH ALWAYS IS. 


Our Daily 'WORD UP?' for February 23, 2020  MUSE -  For US To... ponder


think over/about

mull over

reflect on


meditate on

give some thought to

cogitate on





think 'UPRISING'!!  Out of Mental Slavery to KNOW TRUE FREEDOM

Daily 'WORD UP' w/ Dreams by Beck 2/22/20

We LIVE 'IN' the Mo-ment/At-One-Ment/Atonement as 'Ment'=MIND....'IN' the ..

"NOW these Broken Wings Free me

About a LIGHT-Year from reality ("our old ideas" of reality).

Wake Up from your rêverie

The TIME IS HERE, Don't go to Sleep

Streets are running on the brink...Cause there's trouble on the way...Oh, get a dog and pony for a judgment day...

She's (OUR 'Radar LOVE' of 'Intuition') Makin' me High, I wanna get me Free...

Ahh, stop dragging down my dreams, dreams, yeah"

Proverb: "Can't Hold a Good (Wo)Man Down". As "a person with Talent, Resolve, and or MORAL Strength WILL eventually Succeed despite having been overlooked, injured, or defeated".

Or the same from Booker T. Washington's Quote;. "You can't hold a man down without staying down with him."

The Meek of Young HEARTS!! RISE UP Above this 'material plane' and 'BE' of the Higher Realms Where "The 'KING DOME', The Mind of God IS With 'IN' You" as WE CELEBRATE! 

Don't Let 'em get ya down - DREAM

Daily 'WORD UP?'

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